was awful.

Normally I'm okay with things like this. Normally I can handle closure.

But not this time.

It was sooo weird. It didn't even look like him.

His facial hair was gone, and if you knew anything about Braden, he was a hairy guy. He didn't shave.

And his hair was gone...

He looked ill too. Sometimes when you go to viewings the people look amazing and peaceful. But he didn't. He looked sickly, and uneasy. He didn't look like my Braden.

And the people behind Stacey and I said, "He looks really good, doesn't he?"

And we were both pissed.

Because those people couldn't have known him.
Not if they thought that.

Tomorrow is going to be really really hard.

Love you all.